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    • Karen
    • 1 week, 4 days ago
    • Hey Spanky!! Yesterday was Thanksgiving. The babies didn't know what to think about all the food. It was a good day with me and your Papa. Today is raining and cold. I wish we could get Momma cat inside to get warm. She just won't do it. Maybe you can help. Anyway, keep Minx close. We miss him too. You are always in our hearts.

    • Karen
    • 2 weeks, 5 days ago
    • Spanky ~ It's raining here. I wish you could see all of the leaves blowing in the yard. Another Christmas is coming wthout you and Gramma. It's a hard time of year for me. But I know you 2 are here in spirit. We always talk about you. And Raven might be following in your footsteps. He's already big and only 8 months old. He's a handfull for sure. Your papa misses you. Kitty kisses and head butts.

    • Karen
    • 3 weeks, 6 days ago
    • Hey Spanky! Well the babies have finally gotten over their virus. Molly and Zena never got it. If we get through the next week, I think it will be good. 7 out of 9 cats was a lot to handle. Thank you for watching out for them. We love and miss you and Minx. I hope you're hanging with Grandma too. She loves the babies. Tell her Cali pulled through. It's freezing out now.

    • Karen
    • on 4/11/19
    • Good morning Spanky and Minx! We are still having sick babies. I got Max home, then Jax went back. Got her home and now Snickers had to go back. This is putting a lot of stress on us for sure. Please keep an eye on them. They need to get well soon. As always we miss you and love you. Minx, sorry you will miss your first Christmas. The other babies will have fun with the tree!

    • Karen
    • on 30/10/19
    • Spanky ~ Our whole house is full of sick kitties. We can't seem to get a handle on this chaos. We almost lost Cali and now Max is at the vet too. I am taking Jax and Snickers in this afternoon. Please keep your paws on them while they heal. We really need a healthy house again. Miss you lots!!!

    • Karen
    • on 21/10/19
    • Hey Minx ~ This Thursday will be 1 month since you left us. It still makes me sad. Yesterday, Skit was out visiting you in the backyard. We got some pictures of it. You never met him. He is the daddy to Snickers and Peanut. It was heartwarming to see him there, but still made me cry. All I know is you are out of pain and can run at Rainbow Bridge. We will meet again. Hugs n kisses, Momma.

    • Karen
    • on 16/10/19
    • Spanky and Minx ~ I hope you 2 are having fun together. The weather has turned colder here. Winter will be on us soon. The other babies are full of energy today. You are always in our hearts and thoughts. Please take care of each other. Miss you!!

    • Karen
    • on 10/10/19
    • Minx ~ It's been 2 weeks since you left us. We are still missing you very much. I hope you and Spanky are having fun together. He's a great big brother. We miss him too! So far everyone here is good. Fingers crossed no one else gets sick. I hope you can see where we buried you in back. I'm glad you got to go out there before you passed. Max was there to guide you. Love you lots. Kitty kisses!!

    • Karen
    • on 30/9/19
    • Minx ~ I need to write you today instead of Spanky. I'm so sorry there was nothing more I could do to keep you here with us. I wanted it so bad, but your little body was already done. We miss you so much and put a nice marker in the backyard where we buried you. I am thankful you got to go out there to feel the grass and smell the breeze. I will treasure that. Rest in Paradise sweet one!

    • Karen
    • on 25/9/19
    • Hey Spanky ~ So our little Minx crossed Rainbow Bridge yesterday. It was sad to see him go. But he was sick with something we couldn't fix. Please take care of him and show him your big brother wisdom. He needs you now. He will always be in our hearts and terribly missed. Introduce him to gramma too. She will love him!! Kitty kisses to you..

    • Karen
    • on 19/9/19
    • Spanky ~ Well we got the 3 girls fixed yesterday. It was a long drive and they cried the whole way. But it's done and now no worries. My little Minx is still sick. I think you need to come get him. I'm sure he won't recover, but something is making him hang on. We'll see what the vet says today. He could be joining you very soon. Wrap your big brother paws around him. Love and miss you!

    • Karen
    • on 14/9/19
    • Hey Spanky! We made it through the first year since you left us. Not without some tears. I have a sick baby, Minx. You came to me in a dream before we took him to the vet. Was it to tell me it will be okay, or to say you will be there for him? I woke up crying. I don't think he has much longer. Please keep an eye on him. Miss you as always...

    • Karen
    • on 23/8/19
    • My sweet, beautiful boy ~ It's been 1 year since you left us. Words cannot express the sadness of your loss. Time just flew by like it did after gramma passed away. We miss you so much and always will. Your smell is still on your collar. The big cats recognize it. I have your ashes with me right now. Still wish you were here in our new house. Lots of love from Momma and Papa. Our Spankydoodle!

    • Karen
    • on 19/8/19
    • Hey Spanky! This week will be 1 year since you passed away. It's not going to be easy to get through, especially for your Papa. He misses you so much and I think he looks for your traits in these kittens. Max is still cranky as ever. Cali is mellow. He loves Raven and Minx. We have a housefull. Nothing but love for you and all the other babies. Hope you are keeping Gramma company. Kitty kisses!

    • Karen
    • on 5/8/19
    • Hey my boy!! We were talking about you last night. How you schooled Cali when he tried to be a big boy with you. You weren't intimidated by anything. You might have looked small but you were solid muscle, teeth and claws. Your Papa is waiting to see which kitten will follow your path. Cali is too tender hearted. We love you so much and miss you even more. Papa found the feather you left for him.

    • Karen
    • on 31/7/19
    • Good Morning Spanky!! It's a sunny day here and the babies are already full of energy. I've been awake for a while now. Today is the last day of July. I asked my pendulum if you were with us and if you were with gramma. It said yes to both. I hope you continue to stay close. We need you. I wish you were in the house with us. I miss you so much! Love you, Momma.

    • Karen
    • on 26/7/19
    • Hey Spanky!! It's been a while since I said hello. I'm having a hard time with things since it's coming up on 1 year since you left us. I know I saw your spirit walk into our bedroom about a week ago. You're still with us and always will be. I would love to give you kisses on your head and to see you in Papa's lap. I know he misses that. As always we love and miss you. Keep an eye on us here.

    • Karen
    • on 15/7/19
    • Good morning sweet boy!! It is a rainy Monday here. Papa took the day off. We did some grocery shopping. The babies are getting so big and they are into everything!! I wish you were here. For the most part the other big kitties keep them in line. It's definitely a house full and a lot of work. But they are funny to watch. Miss you lots!!! Kitty kisses!!!!

    • Karen
    • on 8/7/19
    • Hey Spanky!! We are still having trouble with sick babies. I am not going to stress over trying to fix them. It's something that came from their mom. The older cats are worth the fight to me. I will do what I can to keep your brothers and sisters healthy. Jax will be 8 soon. She was just a few weeks old when we got her. You were the best big brother to her. Love and miss you lots, Spanks!!!

    • Karen
    • on 25/6/19
    • Spanky ~ We are getting into summer now. It's hot and humid with the ocassional thunder storm. Every time I hear the thunder I think of how you would hide until it was over. I wish you were still here to hide under our bed. But you're safe now. It's almost a year since you left us. You will always be in our hearts and in this house. We love you. Kitty hugs and head bops from me and Papa!

    • Karen
    • on 17/6/19
    • Good morning Spanky!!! We are having fun with these kittens. It can be a bit overwhelming sometimes. I hope you are keeping an eye on them. They are a wild bunch! I had to move your box so it wouldn't get knocked down. But now you have a better view. Love and miss you so much. 2 months and it will be a year since you passed. It's still hard..Breaks my heart.

    • Karen
    • on 7/6/19
    • Spanky ~ It's a blah and rainy day here on this Friday. I hope you are keeping Gramma company. I'm sure she enjoys it. I'm not feeling good today. But I have things to do. I know I say it a lot, just know I think of you often. And I really wish you were here. It's quiet right now. All the cats are sleeping. As always I miss you and love you. Kitty kisses!!

    • Karen
    • on 3/6/19
    • Good morning Spanky!! We are a full house with babies running around. They are so much fun to watch. I wish you were here to teach them how they should act. You were always a good big brother. Especially you and Milo raising Molly. I see a cat out of the corner of my eye a lot. I know it's you! Please stick around!! Miss you....

    • Karen
    • on 30/5/19
    • Well Spanky, your Papa tried to take the babies to the humane society yesterday. It didn't work. He was worried about them being in a small cage for a long time. So we decided to keep them. Now there are 10 cats in the house. I will be sure to teach them how to walk with a harness like Max. These babies deserve a good life like you had. We love and miss you always!!

    • Karen
    • on 22/5/19
    • Dear Spanky ~ It's been 9 months since you passed away. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I really miss you and wish you were here in the new house with us. I am looking forward to getting back to normal once these kittens are gone. I am going to miss them and love seeing them play. We will be keeping one. So then it will be back to 3 boys and 3 girls. Balance is key. Watch over them!

    • Karen
    • on 16/5/19
    • Spanky ~ I hope you can see these babies growing. We have had a rough time with them being sick. They are on the road to recovery. It will be hard to let them go. But they need a better home with less cats. Time to get back to normal. Lucky is outside now. She can't have anymore babies. As always we miss you. Please guide us in the right direction. Kitty kisses!!!

    • Karen
    • on 2/5/19
    • My sweet Spanky ~ Yesterday was tough. I am missing my mom and you. I wish I could feel you here. I do see a cat out of the corner of my eye often. Perhaps it's you telling me you're here. These babies are so fun to watch. I really hope they get loving families. At least being here, they know what it is to be loved. Even if it is for a short time. Miss you!!

    • Karen
    • on 30/4/19
    • My boy! I hope you are doing okay and are keeping a close eye on us. It's getting closer to the day Lucky goes back outside and the babies go to the humane society. I have mixed feelings about it, but they need new homes. I have done all can to socialize them. The other cats are coming around. We are keeping Raven. Your papa needs another boy. He's getting used to it. Love you as always!

    • Karen
    • on 24/4/19
    • Good Morning!! It's finally sunny, but the rain is coming. The kittens are running around the house now. I'm not sure how you would react to that. Max is having a hard time and has lost his voice. Hopefully it comes back. He does meow a lot to go out. My beautiful boy, we love you lots as always. Kitty kisses for you!!

    • Karen
    • on 22/4/19
    • Spanky ~ Good morning!! I hope you are keeping an eye on us and these babies. Momma tried to head butt Molly. Molly was having none of it. Maybe they can become close. I don't know. I still wish you were here. People here are so cruel to animals. One of them got you. It still breaks my heart. You didn't deserve any of that. I wish there was a way you could come back. Kitty kisses! Visit papa.

    • Karen
    • on 16/4/19
    • My boy ~ I have been kind of down today. I wish you were here. I think about being at the old house and how you would still be home with us. Now I have these babies and even though I'm keeping 1, I am sad the others have to go. We are doing the right thing. I know it will be alright. Just keep an eye on us and the kittens. Your Papa loves them too!! Miss you!

    • Karen
    • on 10/4/19
    • Hey Spanks!! I am just sitting here thinking of you. I hope you can see these babies we are enjoying. We know they can't all stay, but there is going to be one for sure. I just don't know which yet. I want a boy to balance the pack again. Minx, Raven or Peanut I think. But I do love Snickers and Tig is a screamer!! They are all so cute. And Lucky is a good mom. We miss you so much. Keep an eye out

    • Karen
    • on 3/4/19
    • Hey Spanky!! I hope you are doing well. We miss you so much. Someone hijacked my page so I am going to recreate another one. I hate losing all of my older posts but I have to. I'm hoping that person will leave because this is private.

    • MOMMY JOAN
    • on 27/3/19
    • SPARKY MY PRECIOUS FEATHER BABY COCKATIEL. TOMORROW MARCH 28TH WILL BE 15 MONTHS SINCE YOU PASSED AWAY. I LIVE YOU AND PRAY YOU ARE OK. PLEASE SEND BIRDIE KISSES TO MOMMY. I SEND FEATHER PREENING ON YOUR SWEET LITTLE HEAD AND MISS THE HAPPY SOUNDS YOU MADE AD I PREENED YOU. IT IS ROUGH HERE MY DEPRESSION AND ARTHRITIC PAIN IS HORRIBLE. .YOU SHARED YOUR HEART WITH ME FOR 28 YEARS Almost 29.kisses.

    • MOMMY JOAN
    • on 27/3/19
    • SPARKY MY PRECIOUS FEATHER BABY COCKATIEL. TOMORROW MARCH 28TH WILL BE 15 MONTHS SINCE YOU PASSED AWAY. I LIVE YOU AND PRAY YOU ARE OK. PLEASE SEND BIRDIE KISSES TO MOMMY. I SEND FEATHER PREENING ON YOUR SWEET LITTLE HEAD AND MISS THE HAPPY SOUNDS YOU MADE AD I PREENED YOU. IT IS ROUGH HERE MY DEPRESSION AND ARTHRITIC PAIN IS HORRIBLE. .YOU SHARED YOUR HEART WITH ME FOR 28 YEARS Almost 29.kisses.

    • MOMMY JOAN
    • on 27/3/19
    • SPARKY MY PRECIOUS FEATHER BABY COCKATIEL. TOMORROW MARCH 28TH WILL BE 15 MONTHS SINCE YOU PASSED AWAY. I LIVE YOU AND PRAY YOU ARE OK. PLEASE SEND BIRDIE KISSES TO MOMMY. I SEND FEATHER PREENING ON YOUR SWEET LITTLE HEAD AND MISS THE HAPPY SOUNDS YOU MADE AD I PREENED YOU. IT IS ROUGH HERE MY DEPRESSION AND ARTHRITIC PAIN IS HORRIBLE. .YOU SHARED YOUR HEART WITH ME FOR 28 YEARS Almost 29.kisses.

    • Karen
    • on 27/3/19
    • Hey Spanky! Well there is a new cat in the yard. He looks like trouble. Even the cat we feed can't come and get food. I hate that and wish you were here to kick all their asses!! So many strays without families. You know we still love and miss you. One little baby looks up every time it hears my voice. It might be a keeper. That's okay. They are all so big now! Kitty kisses!!

    • Karen
    • on 25/3/19
    • Spanky ~ Today marks 1 year since gramma passed away. I'm sad and not sure what to do except sit and think of the events of that day. I want to remember the good times too. You both were a bright light in my life. And I miss you so much. Please keep her company and keep an eye on me today. Love you lots!

    • Karen
    • on 20/3/19
    • My sweet boy ~ I am missing you and gramma today. 3 more days and it will be 7 months since you were taken from us. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. I wish you were here as always. The 5 new babies are already getting big. I can't wait until their eyes open. That will be soon. You will always be our boy. Kitty scratches for you!!

    • Karen
    • on 12/3/19
    • Hey Spanky!!! We have 5 babies now! They were born yesterday. Don't know how many boys or girls yet. But they are all doing good and very feisty for sure! Now the real work starts!! Hope you are keeping an eye on them. We miss you still!!! Kitty kisses!

    • Karen
    • on 8/3/19
    • Good Morning Spanky!! It's a rainy day here. Storms are coming in. I have been busy cleaning. Never ending with all of the cats! It's coming up on 7 months since you died and 1 year since Gramma died. Time seems to be flying. I hope having Lucky here is your way of sending us some healing. She is about to have babies any time. Then the real work begins! Miss you as always!! Keep your eye on us!

    • Karen
    • on 3/3/19
    • Spanky ~ I got the momma cat inside. I think she is close to having the kittens. Should be a fun time. Max is at the door already just like Cali was when We had Max in his room at the old house. If we never moved from there you would be here. It's nice owning a house, but not without you. Please watch over us as we go on this new journey. We love and miss you!! Give gramma loves too!

    • Karen
    • on 26/2/19
    • Spanky!! We are about to have some babies here from the cat next door. After that we are going to help our neighbor get her fixed. Her name is Lucky. The male cat is Sugar. I just hope we can find her once she has the babies. I wish we could bring her inside. There is no way to do that with our pride here. Wish you were here to chase off all of these strays. There's a lot. As always I miss you.

    • Karen
    • on 22/2/19
    • Good morning Spanky!! Well February is almost over. Time is flying by. You would be 9 years old this year. I still struggle with you being gone. Talking to Lawrence yesterday just brought all the sadness back. I do remember you biting him on the chin when you laid on him. He misses you too. I think of you when we get thunder. You don't have to be afraid anymore. You are safe. Miss you!!

    • Karen
    • on 17/2/19
    • Spanky ~ One of the babies outside is a female and I think she's going to have babies. I'm not sure how to take care of that. I want to build a shelter for her because it's been freezing outside at night. I sure do wish you were here to run all of these strays out of the yard. We got Max a harness so he can go outside soon. He will love it. Cali might go too!!

    • Karen
    • on 13/2/19
    • Hey my boy! So there are 2 babies in the neighborhood that come to eat. I think they are male and female because they seem to be bonded. So cute! This morning they came to the porch together and ate while I was outside. It will take some time for them to warm up to us. No hurry. Maybe they will be a part of our family. Not sure about them coming inside just yet. Miss you Spanky!!

    • Karen
    • on 7/2/19
    • Hey Spanky! There are so many kitties in our neighborhood. None of them have good homes. I put a bowl of food out on the porch and it doesn't stay full long. It breaks my heart to see that they are not part of someones family. It's raining and cold. They need the warmth and safety of a home and family. I can't take them all in, but I do what I can. As always, love and miss you!

    • Karen
    • on 3/2/19
    • Spanky ~ I don't know what happened, but your candle disappeared. It's already February. This year is going fast. I still miss you so much. Soon it will be 1 year since gramma passed away. It's been 5 months since we lost you. Max and Cali are a mess fighting all the time. Wish you were here. You would have loved the snow we got. Keep an eye on us! Kitty kisses!!

    • Karen
    • on 8/1/19
    • Spanky ~ I remember after I lost my job how you got on my chest and out both paws on my face. You seemed to be telling me it will be okay. I wish you could do that now. I need to know I will be okay. Things feel like they are going downhill. I miss you so much. Should we get another baby?? I don't know. So many memories of you in my heart....

    • Karen
    • on 4/1/19
    • Hi Spanky! Today is Jan. 4th 2019. A new year. I am hoping it goes better than last year. My heart is missing you. I found old pictures of you yesterday. It just makes me long to see you again. It's not fair you were taken from us so fast. We had minutes to say good bye. But you were surrounded by love until the end from us and your pack. They miss you too. Take care sweet boy. Look out for us!

    • Karen
    • on 31/12/18
    • Spanky ~ Today is the last day of 2018. It's been 4 months since you left us. Next month you would have been 9 years old. I'm sorry you aren't here for us to celebrate. We miss you so much. Molly rubbed her face on your box of ashes. I think she knew it was you. Just know we think of you always and love you forever. Kitty hugs and kisses from Momma and Papa!! Happy New Year!!

    • Karen
    • on 26/12/18
    • Good Morning! Yesterday was Christmas. I wish you were here to have some of the ham we had for dinner. Everyone except Jax had some. Christmas was lonely this year. Papa was quiet. I think he just misses you and the family. Molly is constantly with me. It's still hard getting used to the new normal. You are always in our hearts. We love you!

    • Karen
    • on 22/12/18
    • Hey my boy! It's almost Christmas. Tomorrow is my birthday and also it will be 4 months since you left us. Christmas day will be 9 months since Grandma left. This time of year is always hard. But now with both of you gone, it's even harder. At least I know you are safe and warm. Please keep an eye on us. Help Max and Cali work out their differences. They are still trying to figure it out.

    • Karen
    • on 18/12/18
    • Good morning Spanky!! There are kitties in our yard today. I know they all have owners. but the other babies see them and are curious. Maybe they are ready to have another brother since there are only 2 boys now. I asked Grandma to send another baby too. Hopefully soon. My heart still breaks that both of you are gone. We love and miss you so much.

    • Karen
    • on 15/12/18
    • Spanky~ Papa found a nickel yesterday. Thank you for letting him know you are always close by. He misses you so much. Him and Cali have grown close, but it's not the same. He misses you getting on his chest and just spending some time bonding. That was really special to him. I hope one day we can get another baby to be that close to him. We love and miss you. Keep an eye on Papa!

    • Karen
    • on 8/12/18
    • Hey Spanky!! Hope you can see we are getting some really cold weather right now. Don't know if it will snow though. I remember Milo always wanted to be out in it and so did you. I took a picture of the 5 babies on my bed yesterday. Kind of bittersweet because the last pic I took like that, you were there. I like to think you are here in spirit. We miss you!

    • Karen
    • on 4/12/18
    • Hey my boy! As always we love and miss you. My heart is still sad and I think of you often. Max wants to go outside so bad. But this neighborhood is big like the old house we first lived in. I'm afraid I won't be able to find him. So he's inside for now. You are loved and always will be. I hope you are watching over us and are at peace..We put the tree up. Hope you can see it!

    • Karen
    • on 30/11/18
    • Spanky ~ I wish you were still here. Max and Cali miss you. The pack is out of balance now. Our lives have been out of balance since you died. My heart is sad, but there are so many good memories with you. It's a blessing to have all of you. We gave you the best life we could. Some days are still hard. You will forever be in this family. Slow blink kitty kisses to you!

    • Karen
    • on 26/11/18
    • Good morning, Spanky!! This is the last week of November. They year has flown by. Especially since you and Grandma left us. I'm just trying to make it through sometimes. I hate the cold already and winter isn't officially here. Hope you're keeping Grandma company. We love you!

    • Karen
    • on 20/11/18
    • Hey Spanky! We have been in our new house for a month today. It's November 20th already. 3 days and it will be 3 months since you left us. Your Papa brought home the neighbors kitten last night. It got to stay inside. It went back out this morning. It's not time yet for a new baby. Besides, it was mean! Please send us a sign you are here. Miss you always!!

    • Karen
    • on 16/11/18
    • Spanky ~ You missed the snow this week. I know you would have loved to be out in it. It didn't stay long. The sun is out but it's been really cold. I wish you were here. I know I say that often. Only because it's true. Just a short time until the new year. I wish I could see you in Papa's lap after he gets home from work. Cali gives Papa lots of love in the evenings now. It's so different.

    • Karen
    • on 12/11/18
    • My beautiful boy ~ I miss you so much. Yesterday I saw a black kitten at dairy queen. I called out to it but it was a little scared. I had cat treats in the car so I gave it some. The little one was hungry. I couldn't get close enough to bring it home. I know one will come to us here. And you will be sure of it. I loved being able to help a bit. It made me sad too. We all love you, Spanky!

    • Karen
    • on 6/11/18
    • Good morning Spanky! I have been thinking about you a lot. You did leave your paw prints on our hearts. They will be there forever. No cat can replace you. You are one of a kind. I am so thankful to have had you in my life. It breaks my heart that you are gone. You gave us 8 years. But that is not nearly long enough. We love you buddy.

    • Karen
    • on 2/11/18
    • Spanky ~ It's already November and the weather is getting colder. I know how much you liked being outside even though it was icy or snowy. Poor Max wants outside so bad. But he is an indoor kitty now. You two grew to be best buds. He still needs you near. Please keep an eye on your brothers and sisters. My heart longs for another baby. Only when the time is right. As always we miss you so much!

    • Karen
    • on 30/10/18
    • Hey my boy!! I hope you are happy with the house we bought. I wish you were here with the other babies. Max and Cali are still trying to figure out who is boss. We all know it's still you. You have a strong presence and none of them will be able to match it. I miss you so much. Hugs from your momma!!

    • Karen
    • on 26/10/18
    • Happy Friday Spanky! I got up this morning and your collar was missing off the shelf. One of the cats dragged it off to the cat room. I think they were trying to show you they have their own room now. I'm not done fixing it up yet. But when I finish it, it will be nice. As always we miss you and think of you all the time. Found a penny this morning. You and gramma are here!

    • Karen
    • on 23/10/18
    • Good morning Spanky ~ Today is October 23rd and marks 2 months since you left us. We are in the new house and the other cats seem to be full of energy today. I think they feel you here. We have been finding money in odd places. A sign from you and Grandma for sure. We miss you more than anything. Love and warm hugs from Momma and Papa.

    • Karen
    • on 18/10/18
    • Good morning my sweet boy!! I will be taking you and Grandma with me Saturday when I move the other kitties to the new house. Your brothers and sisters miss you and so do papa and I. I know you will be looking down on all of us as we move. Slow blink kitty kisses. We love you!

    • Karen
    • on 14/10/18
    • Happy Sunday Spanky!! It's a rainy day here. Just the kind of day to stay in and sleep. A few more days and we will be in the new place. I know you are with us in spirit. Thanks for rhe dime you left yesterday at Petco!! We love you, Momma and Papa.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 10/10/18
    • Spanky ~ We got our new house yesterday. I really wish you could be there with us. I know you would love it. And all of you cats will have your own room. It was bittersweet knowing I can't have you there. But please send us a baby once we settle in. There is still so much love to offer another cat who needs a great family and care. We love and miss you as always...Momma

    • Karen Luke
    • on 5/10/18
    • My sweet Spanky ~ I still struggle with your death. I can feel your paw in my hand get colder as you left this world. I miss you so much. And I got a box to put your box of ashes in when we move. There is no way we would have buried you in this yard. You belong with us always. I wish I could see you and hear you again.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 2/10/18
    • Spanky ~ It's October already. Sometimes I wish we were still at the old house. Then you would be with us. We are moving on from here. Without you it will be hard. I think Cali and Max fight for the head spot now. But we know it still belongs to you. They feel your loss like me and papa do. No one will be going outside at the new place. Max will just have to get used to it. We love you.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 28/9/18
    • My sweet boy ~ As always we miss you so much. I wish you were here to see the new house. I will be sure to set up a special place for your ashes. You are in our hearts. Papa is still hurting but he doesn't talk about it. Please visit him in his dreams to let him know he is loved and you are okay. Big hugs and kitty kisses for you!!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 25/9/18
    • Hey Spanky ~ It's already a month since you passed away. I still remember that sad night. And today marks 6 months since my mom passed. It's been a rough time for me. I hope you are keeping Grandma company. I love and miss you both so much. I want to remember the good times with you. There are a lot of them. Kitty kisses to you my sweet boy!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 21/9/18
    • Hey Spanky! 2 more days and it will be 1 month since you left us. It will take some time to get back to some kind of normal. I have Max and Molly on my desk right now as I write this to you. I told Grandma to give you hugs and kisses for me. I hope you are keeping each other company. We miss you a lot and always will...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 17/9/18
    • Hey my buddy! Time has flown by and will soon be a month since you died. It's still heartbreaking and I find myself in tears, especially when I drive. I think of you all the time. If we move, will you please send us another baby? No other cat can replace you, but there is still so much love in our house. I know you remember that. Spanky we love you!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 13/9/18
    • Spanky our boy ~ Today marks 3 weeks since you left us. It's still hard not seeing you here. Especially at feeding time when all of you are together. No one goes for the empty can like you always did. They have to learn. As always we love and miss you so much. I know you are here with us...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 10/9/18
    • Spanks ~ Not a day goes by that we don't think of you and talk about you. Molly finally started laying on your blanket on the back of the couch. Jax lays on the bed in the spare room again too. They all miss you. Hope you are keeping Gramma company. You know she loved all of you babies...Kitty kisses...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 6/9/18
    • Hey Spanky doodle ~ These last 2 weeks have gone by slow and fast. We miss you so much. We might be moving. Hopefully to a better neighborhood. One safer. I think of you when it thunders. You are safe now and no longer have to be afraid. We just wish you were here still. Love, Momma and Papa...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 3/9/18
    • Spanky ~ We finally got your ashes back. I let all the other cats smell the box and you are now on the shelf in the living room. It still feels surreal. Max, Jax, Cali, Molly and Zena miss you. The new "normal" hurts bad. We love you. Please send us a new baby when you know the timing for us is right.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 30/8/18
    • Spanky ~ It's been a week since you left us. We are still trying to cope with you being gone. We are waiting to get your ashes back so we can have you in the house again. I found that dime you left to let me know you are here. We love you and miss you!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 27/8/18
    • Spanky ~ Our sweet boy. It's been hard on us since you passed. You will be in our hearts forever. We are waiting to get your ashes back. Your brothers and sisters miss you and look for you. Max is so lost without you outside with him. Cali cries for you. Jax is depressed and Molly doesn't understand. No one lays on the couch anymore. Papa is heartbroken. We love you so much...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 27/8/18
    • Spanky ~ Our sweet boy. It's been hard on us since you passed. You will be in our hearts forever. We are waiting to get your ashes back. Your brothers and sisters miss you and look for you. Max is so lost without you outside with him. Cali cries for you. Jax is depressed and Molly doesn't understand. No one lays on the couch anymore. Papa is heartbroken. We love you so much...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 27/8/18
    • Spanky ~ Our sweet boy. It's been hard on us since you passed. You will be in our hearts forever. We are waiting to get your ashes back. Your brothers and sisters miss you and look for you. Max is so lost without you outside with him. Cali cries for you. Jax is depressed and Molly doesn't understand. No one lays on the couch anymore. Papa is heartbroken. We love you so much...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 24/8/18
    • Spanky ~ It breaks our hearts that you left us so fast. We will never be prepared for the loss of any of you. We all miss you and love you. You brought joy to our lives and house. Gramma is waiting for you. Love, Momma, Papa, Molly, Jax, Max, Cali and Zena...

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