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For our beautiful boy

    • Karen
    • 1 week, 4 days ago
    • Spanky ~ I remember after I lost my job how you got on my chest and out both paws on my face. You seemed to be telling me it will be okay. I wish you could do that now. I need to know I will be okay. Things feel like they are going downhill. I miss you so much. Should we get another baby?? I don't know. So many memories of you in my heart....

    • Karen
    • 2 weeks, 1 day ago
    • Hi Spanky! Today is Jan. 4th 2019. A new year. I am hoping it goes better than last year. My heart is missing you. I found old pictures of you yesterday. It just makes me long to see you again. It's not fair you were taken from us so fast. We had minutes to say good bye. But you were surrounded by love until the end from us and your pack. They miss you too. Take care sweet boy. Look out for us!

    • Karen
    • 2 weeks, 5 days ago
    • Spanky ~ Today is the last day of 2018. It's been 4 months since you left us. Next month you would have been 9 years old. I'm sorry you aren't here for us to celebrate. We miss you so much. Molly rubbed her face on your box of ashes. I think she knew it was you. Just know we think of you always and love you forever. Kitty hugs and kisses from Momma and Papa!! Happy New Year!!

    • Karen
    • 3 weeks, 3 days ago
    • Good Morning! Yesterday was Christmas. I wish you were here to have some of the ham we had for dinner. Everyone except Jax had some. Christmas was lonely this year. Papa was quiet. I think he just misses you and the family. Molly is constantly with me. It's still hard getting used to the new normal. You are always in our hearts. We love you!

    • Karen
    • 4 weeks ago
    • Hey my boy! It's almost Christmas. Tomorrow is my birthday and also it will be 4 months since you left us. Christmas day will be 9 months since Grandma left. This time of year is always hard. But now with both of you gone, it's even harder. At least I know you are safe and warm. Please keep an eye on us. Help Max and Cali work out their differences. They are still trying to figure it out.

    • Karen
    • on 18/12/18
    • Good morning Spanky!! There are kitties in our yard today. I know they all have owners. but the other babies see them and are curious. Maybe they are ready to have another brother since there are only 2 boys now. I asked Grandma to send another baby too. Hopefully soon. My heart still breaks that both of you are gone. We love and miss you so much.

    • Karen
    • on 15/12/18
    • Spanky~ Papa found a nickel yesterday. Thank you for letting him know you are always close by. He misses you so much. Him and Cali have grown close, but it's not the same. He misses you getting on his chest and just spending some time bonding. That was really special to him. I hope one day we can get another baby to be that close to him. We love and miss you. Keep an eye on Papa!

    • Karen
    • on 8/12/18
    • Hey Spanky!! Hope you can see we are getting some really cold weather right now. Don't know if it will snow though. I remember Milo always wanted to be out in it and so did you. I took a picture of the 5 babies on my bed yesterday. Kind of bittersweet because the last pic I took like that, you were there. I like to think you are here in spirit. We miss you!

    • Karen
    • on 4/12/18
    • Hey my boy! As always we love and miss you. My heart is still sad and I think of you often. Max wants to go outside so bad. But this neighborhood is big like the old house we first lived in. I'm afraid I won't be able to find him. So he's inside for now. You are loved and always will be. I hope you are watching over us and are at peace..We put the tree up. Hope you can see it!

    • Karen
    • on 30/11/18
    • Spanky ~ I wish you were still here. Max and Cali miss you. The pack is out of balance now. Our lives have been out of balance since you died. My heart is sad, but there are so many good memories with you. It's a blessing to have all of you. We gave you the best life we could. Some days are still hard. You will forever be in this family. Slow blink kitty kisses to you!

    • Karen
    • on 26/11/18
    • Good morning, Spanky!! This is the last week of November. They year has flown by. Especially since you and Grandma left us. I'm just trying to make it through sometimes. I hate the cold already and winter isn't officially here. Hope you're keeping Grandma company. We love you!

    • Karen
    • on 20/11/18
    • Hey Spanky! We have been in our new house for a month today. It's November 20th already. 3 days and it will be 3 months since you left us. Your Papa brought home the neighbors kitten last night. It got to stay inside. It went back out this morning. It's not time yet for a new baby. Besides, it was mean! Please send us a sign you are here. Miss you always!!

    • Karen
    • on 16/11/18
    • Spanky ~ You missed the snow this week. I know you would have loved to be out in it. It didn't stay long. The sun is out but it's been really cold. I wish you were here. I know I say that often. Only because it's true. Just a short time until the new year. I wish I could see you in Papa's lap after he gets home from work. Cali gives Papa lots of love in the evenings now. It's so different.

    • Karen
    • on 12/11/18
    • My beautiful boy ~ I miss you so much. Yesterday I saw a black kitten at dairy queen. I called out to it but it was a little scared. I had cat treats in the car so I gave it some. The little one was hungry. I couldn't get close enough to bring it home. I know one will come to us here. And you will be sure of it. I loved being able to help a bit. It made me sad too. We all love you, Spanky!

    • Karen
    • on 6/11/18
    • Good morning Spanky! I have been thinking about you a lot. You did leave your paw prints on our hearts. They will be there forever. No cat can replace you. You are one of a kind. I am so thankful to have had you in my life. It breaks my heart that you are gone. You gave us 8 years. But that is not nearly long enough. We love you buddy.

    • Karen
    • on 2/11/18
    • Spanky ~ It's already November and the weather is getting colder. I know how much you liked being outside even though it was icy or snowy. Poor Max wants outside so bad. But he is an indoor kitty now. You two grew to be best buds. He still needs you near. Please keep an eye on your brothers and sisters. My heart longs for another baby. Only when the time is right. As always we miss you so much!

    • Karen
    • on 30/10/18
    • Hey my boy!! I hope you are happy with the house we bought. I wish you were here with the other babies. Max and Cali are still trying to figure out who is boss. We all know it's still you. You have a strong presence and none of them will be able to match it. I miss you so much. Hugs from your momma!!

    • Karen
    • on 26/10/18
    • Happy Friday Spanky! I got up this morning and your collar was missing off the shelf. One of the cats dragged it off to the cat room. I think they were trying to show you they have their own room now. I'm not done fixing it up yet. But when I finish it, it will be nice. As always we miss you and think of you all the time. Found a penny this morning. You and gramma are here!

    • Karen
    • on 23/10/18
    • Good morning Spanky ~ Today is October 23rd and marks 2 months since you left us. We are in the new house and the other cats seem to be full of energy today. I think they feel you here. We have been finding money in odd places. A sign from you and Grandma for sure. We miss you more than anything. Love and warm hugs from Momma and Papa.

    • Karen
    • on 18/10/18
    • Good morning my sweet boy!! I will be taking you and Grandma with me Saturday when I move the other kitties to the new house. Your brothers and sisters miss you and so do papa and I. I know you will be looking down on all of us as we move. Slow blink kitty kisses. We love you!

    • Karen
    • on 14/10/18
    • Happy Sunday Spanky!! It's a rainy day here. Just the kind of day to stay in and sleep. A few more days and we will be in the new place. I know you are with us in spirit. Thanks for rhe dime you left yesterday at Petco!! We love you, Momma and Papa.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 10/10/18
    • Spanky ~ We got our new house yesterday. I really wish you could be there with us. I know you would love it. And all of you cats will have your own room. It was bittersweet knowing I can't have you there. But please send us a baby once we settle in. There is still so much love to offer another cat who needs a great family and care. We love and miss you as always...Momma

    • Karen Luke
    • on 5/10/18
    • My sweet Spanky ~ I still struggle with your death. I can feel your paw in my hand get colder as you left this world. I miss you so much. And I got a box to put your box of ashes in when we move. There is no way we would have buried you in this yard. You belong with us always. I wish I could see you and hear you again.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 2/10/18
    • Spanky ~ It's October already. Sometimes I wish we were still at the old house. Then you would be with us. We are moving on from here. Without you it will be hard. I think Cali and Max fight for the head spot now. But we know it still belongs to you. They feel your loss like me and papa do. No one will be going outside at the new place. Max will just have to get used to it. We love you.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 28/9/18
    • My sweet boy ~ As always we miss you so much. I wish you were here to see the new house. I will be sure to set up a special place for your ashes. You are in our hearts. Papa is still hurting but he doesn't talk about it. Please visit him in his dreams to let him know he is loved and you are okay. Big hugs and kitty kisses for you!!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 25/9/18
    • Hey Spanky ~ It's already a month since you passed away. I still remember that sad night. And today marks 6 months since my mom passed. It's been a rough time for me. I hope you are keeping Grandma company. I love and miss you both so much. I want to remember the good times with you. There are a lot of them. Kitty kisses to you my sweet boy!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 21/9/18
    • Hey Spanky! 2 more days and it will be 1 month since you left us. It will take some time to get back to some kind of normal. I have Max and Molly on my desk right now as I write this to you. I told Grandma to give you hugs and kisses for me. I hope you are keeping each other company. We miss you a lot and always will...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 17/9/18
    • Hey my buddy! Time has flown by and will soon be a month since you died. It's still heartbreaking and I find myself in tears, especially when I drive. I think of you all the time. If we move, will you please send us another baby? No other cat can replace you, but there is still so much love in our house. I know you remember that. Spanky we love you!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 13/9/18
    • Spanky our boy ~ Today marks 3 weeks since you left us. It's still hard not seeing you here. Especially at feeding time when all of you are together. No one goes for the empty can like you always did. They have to learn. As always we love and miss you so much. I know you are here with us...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 10/9/18
    • Spanks ~ Not a day goes by that we don't think of you and talk about you. Molly finally started laying on your blanket on the back of the couch. Jax lays on the bed in the spare room again too. They all miss you. Hope you are keeping Gramma company. You know she loved all of you babies...Kitty kisses...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 6/9/18
    • Hey Spanky doodle ~ These last 2 weeks have gone by slow and fast. We miss you so much. We might be moving. Hopefully to a better neighborhood. One safer. I think of you when it thunders. You are safe now and no longer have to be afraid. We just wish you were here still. Love, Momma and Papa...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 3/9/18
    • Spanky ~ We finally got your ashes back. I let all the other cats smell the box and you are now on the shelf in the living room. It still feels surreal. Max, Jax, Cali, Molly and Zena miss you. The new "normal" hurts bad. We love you. Please send us a new baby when you know the timing for us is right.

    • Karen Luke
    • on 30/8/18
    • Spanky ~ It's been a week since you left us. We are still trying to cope with you being gone. We are waiting to get your ashes back so we can have you in the house again. I found that dime you left to let me know you are here. We love you and miss you!

    • Karen Luke
    • on 27/8/18
    • Spanky ~ Our sweet boy. It's been hard on us since you passed. You will be in our hearts forever. We are waiting to get your ashes back. Your brothers and sisters miss you and look for you. Max is so lost without you outside with him. Cali cries for you. Jax is depressed and Molly doesn't understand. No one lays on the couch anymore. Papa is heartbroken. We love you so much...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 27/8/18
    • Spanky ~ Our sweet boy. It's been hard on us since you passed. You will be in our hearts forever. We are waiting to get your ashes back. Your brothers and sisters miss you and look for you. Max is so lost without you outside with him. Cali cries for you. Jax is depressed and Molly doesn't understand. No one lays on the couch anymore. Papa is heartbroken. We love you so much...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 27/8/18
    • Spanky ~ Our sweet boy. It's been hard on us since you passed. You will be in our hearts forever. We are waiting to get your ashes back. Your brothers and sisters miss you and look for you. Max is so lost without you outside with him. Cali cries for you. Jax is depressed and Molly doesn't understand. No one lays on the couch anymore. Papa is heartbroken. We love you so much...

    • Karen Luke
    • on 24/8/18
    • Spanky ~ It breaks our hearts that you left us so fast. We will never be prepared for the loss of any of you. We all miss you and love you. You brought joy to our lives and house. Gramma is waiting for you. Love, Momma, Papa, Molly, Jax, Max, Cali and Zena...

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