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I love and miss you my precious Avabear

    • Sarah
    • 1 day, 1 hour ago
    • Hey baby girl, I've been working hard and trying not to let that mean Hamish gets pushed aside like I did with you. I'm so sorry baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • 1 day, 1 hour ago
    • Hey baby girl, I've been working hard and trying not to let that mean Hamish gets pushed aside like I did with you. I'm so sorry baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • 1 day, 1 hour ago
    • Hey baby girl, I've been working hard and trying not to let that mean Hamish gets pushed aside like I did with you. I'm so sorry baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • 4 days, 3 hours ago
    • Miss you baby girl ☹️ xxx

    • Sarah
    • 1 week ago
    • Miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • 1 week, 3 days ago
    • Another week goes by baby girl, how quickly the time marches on xxx

    • sarah
    • 1 week, 6 days ago
    • Miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • 2 weeks, 2 days ago
    • Hey baby girl autumn is closing in, this and spring was my favourite time of year with you. The weather is warm and dry enough for me but cool enough for you. I miss your big old face nudging me baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • 2 weeks, 5 days ago
    • Miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • 3 weeks, 1 day ago
    • Miss you baby girl ☹️ xxx

    • Sarah
    • 3 weeks, 4 days ago
    • It's going to be hot this weekend, I'm sad you're not here but also relieved because I know how much you struggled in the heat. XXX

    • Sarah
    • 4 weeks ago
    • I miss you baby girl ☹️ xxx

    • sarah
    • on 17/8/19
    • Hey baby girl, I have a week off yay! Was going to take Hamish to Devon to show him where we used to live but the weather looks rubbish so maybe another time xxxxx

    • sarah
    • on 14/8/19
    • It's a horrible wet day outside, just the kind of day you'd love, Hamish on the other hand not so much. Miss you baby girl xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 10/8/19
    • I miss you baby girl ☹️ xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 7/8/19
    • Hey baby girl I miss you loads xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 4/8/19
    • Thank you for taking care of Hamish yesterday, love you baby girl xxx

    • sarah
    • on 1/8/19
    • I miss you baby girl xxx

    • sarah
    • on 29/7/19
    • Hey baby girl, another week and it's been hot!!! Hamish is going to be going alone twice this week, look out for him baby girl i know you know how hard it can be, god knows you had to do more than your fair share of lone time. I wish I could go back in time and change that I really do, I try my best with Hamish but sometimes it's so hard but I do really try to make things different xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 26/7/19
    • Hey baby girl, it's been an absolute scorcher this week, you'd have hated it. love you and miss you every day xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 26/7/19
    • Hey baby girl, it's been an absolute scorcher this week, you'd have hated it. love you and miss you every day xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 23/7/19
    • I miss you baby girl ☹️ xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 20/7/19
    • Hey baby girl, another week, feeling quite positive at the moment it's surprising how changing your environment can change how you feel. Miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 17/7/19
    • Hey baby girl, it's been a busy week so far and I'm exhausted. Thanks for taking care of Hamish for me xxxx

    • sarah
    • on 13/7/19
    • I miss you baby girl xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 9/7/19
    • Hey baby girl another day another week where does the time go??? I found my gratitude diary today and at the start and end of every day I wrote how grateful I was for having you in my life. I hope you knew that I felt truly blessed to have you with me I miss you so much xx

    • Sarah
    • on 6/7/19
    • I drew the strength card today, I know its a sign from you to stay strong thank you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 3/7/19
    • I think you'd like the decorating, it looks cool and uncluttered and the walls are smooth, let me know what you think though baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 30/6/19
    • Morning baby girl, its so hot at the moment and I've been so busy but I think its done me good to have a good clear out. Love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 27/6/19
    • I've almost finished the decorating downstairs, it looks good, clean at any rate, Hamish has been so good but is still covered in paint

    • Sarah
    • on 23/6/19
    • I've been decorating, part of me is enjoying cleaning and making something new but I see the paint chips in your corner and I feel sad. Sometimes I feel bad like I removing every trace of you and other times you feel so close that I now that will never happen. Life moves on I guess but that doesn't change the love I have for you or the memories we made xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 20/6/19
    • I'm decorating at the moment I'm sad that there's do little trace of you left here. I miss you xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 17/6/19
    • I miss you baby girl ☹️ xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 14/6/19
    • Another wet and miserable day baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/6/19
    • Oh my what an awful wet, dark, dreary day, just the type of day you'd have loved

    • Sarah
    • on 8/6/19
    • Miss you baby girl ☹️ xx

    • Sarah
    • on 5/6/19
    • I'm trying baby girl I hope I'm doing the right thing xx

    • sarah
    • on 2/6/19
    • Another week baby girl, it's way to warm for you now, you'd be miserable i hope you're happy in your special place xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 26/5/19
    • Hey baby girl, I've been thinking about you a lot today, I found one of your hairs on a jar I dug out of the back of a cupboard, it made me smile

    • Sarah
    • on 23/5/19
    • The summer is here I know you'd hate another hot summer but that doesn't mean I don't wish you were still here xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 20/5/19
    • I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 17/5/19
    • Another week goes by baby girl ☹️ I miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 14/5/19
    • Miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/5/19
    • Another week baby girl, always in my thoughts I think if you in so many situations xx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/5/19
    • Another week baby girl, always in my thoughts I think if you in so many situations xx

    • Sarah
    • on 8/5/19
    • I miss you my sweet girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 5/5/19
    • Another Sunday, it's a day I associate with you now baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 2/5/19
    • I miss you sweet girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 24/4/19
    • Gave Hamish a cake for his birthday, watching him eat it reminded me of you eating that big cake on your last birthday xx

    • Sarah
    • on 21/4/19
    • Such a beautiful day Ava, I've been in the garden with Hamish most of the day. I wish I had got the AstroTurf years ago so I could've done the same with you especially as you were such an outdoor girl and spent so much time cooped up inside. I'm so so sorry baby girl

    • Sarah
    • on 18/4/19
    • It's the Easter break and lovely weather, you'd love it as it's sunny but not so warm that you'd overheat I'm miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 18/4/19
    • It's the Easter break and lovely weather, you'd love it as it's sunny but not so warm that you'd overheat I'm miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 15/4/19
    • Hamish is almost a year old, you've taught me how short and precious life is so I try really hard not to take him for granted like I did with you xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/4/19
    • I love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 8/4/19
    • Sweet girl, I love and miss you xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 5/4/19
    • Another week goes by baby girl I miss you so much xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 2/4/19
    • I miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 30/3/19
    • The speed that times flying by scares me Ava, I can't believe Hamish is almost a year old, why are your lives so short. I know understand the importance of the 3 of you in my life, Hamish is not a replacement, nor were you, I wish I had been kinder to myself about that and then I would have been kinder to you too. Life is such a learning curve and you taught me so so much. xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 27/3/19
    • I was just thinking about this house and even though I hate it for do many reasons I also have memories of all my 3 babies in this house, Jasmine lived here, then not only did you spend most of your life here but this is where you took your final breath, you are all over this house, in the back garden,the scratches on the living room floor. I look at those things and smile it will be sad leaving

    • Sarah
    • on 24/3/19
    • It's almost spring baby girl, I know you hated the summer but I used to love the spring with you miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 21/3/19
    • Another week passes, time just goes so quickly, it's no wonder 10 years with you seemed like no time at all xx

    • Sarah
    • on 21/3/19
    • Another week passes, time just goes so quickly, it's no wonder 10 years with you seemed like no time at all xx

    • Sarah
    • on 18/3/19
    • Been thinking of you loads miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 15/3/19
    • I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 12/3/19
    • Well I'm cancelling Hamish's op, so much changes once upon a time it reduced the risk of cancer now it seems the research says it increase the risk. Did I do the right thing with you or did I cause the cancer. I thought I was doing the right thing for you but now I just don't know baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 8/3/19
    • I've booked Hamish in for his op next week, it'll be so hard to leave him there like I had to with you, leaving without him will bring back the awful memories of leaving you behind. I'm so sorry baby girl x

    • Sarah
    • on 5/3/19
    • A whole year has passed. I miss you so much baby girl

    • Sarah
    • on 2/3/19
    • Exactly one year ago we were spending our last night together, it was so so hard because I knew you were suffering and that that last walk was too much I'd pushed you too hard. I just wasn't ready to accept our time together was over. I hated that you were clearly in pain and suffering but I didn't want to let you go. I'm sorry baby girl I miss you So much Xx

    • Sarah
    • on 27/2/19
    • Time goes by so fast baby girl, I'm so sad it's been a year, it seems like a blink of an eye Since you left xx

    • Sarah
    • on 24/2/19
    • What can I say baby girl one year on... I think if you every single day xx

    • Sarah
    • on 21/2/19
    • It's been almost a year baby girl, time goes so quickly and yet it seems like only yesterday too. I love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 18/2/19
    • I miss you so much baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 15/2/19
    • Ava, Ava, Ava another week goes by, been feeling a bit down and not sleeping well. So tired baby girl, I miss you xx

    • Sarah
    • on 12/2/19
    • Almost a year since we said goodbye baby girl, I can't believe it's been that long already. I miss you everyday.

    • Sarah
    • on 8/2/19
    • I miss you so much baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 5/2/19
    • I miss you my sweet girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 2/2/19
    • We had a light covering of snow, it was bittersweet because of how much you loved it and the memories of those last few days. I love you baby girl x

    • Sarah
    • on 30/1/19
    • Snows been forcast for tonight which makes me so sad because of those last moments we had together

    • Sarah
    • on 27/1/19
    • Another week goes by, I think about you every single day. I miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 24/1/19
    • I miss you baby girl x

    • Sarah
    • on 21/1/19
    • I can't believe how fast times flying by, I miss you my precious girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 18/1/19
    • They're saying the beast from the east 2 is on its way, yet another reminder of this time last year. It's hard to believe almost a years gone by. I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 15/1/19
    • Baby girl where is the time going???? I miss you my sweet girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 12/1/19
    • The date has come. 1 whole year has passed since that nightmare time when you needed emergency surgery, how has time gone so quick baby girl. It seems like only yesterday. I think about you every day xx

    • Sarah
    • on 9/1/19
    • Such a horrible few days, another person had to make that horrible decision to let their baby go. It just brought it all back and then Hamish ran into a metal gate this morning, he got more of a shock than anything but leaving him was hard. I kept thinking what if... I'm so sorry baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 6/1/19
    • Almost a whole year has gone since that dreadful day I can home from work and the nightmare that took you away from me began. I'm so sorry baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 3/1/19
    • Time passes by so fast baby girl that dreadful day is almost here but I'm trying not to focus on that time together and instead all the happy times we shared but it's hard baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 31/12/18
    • How fitting that your candle should go out tonight. As always it will be lit again. Your light will never be extinguished my sweet girl. Happy New Year baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 28/12/18
    • I miss you Ava, Christmas has been lovely with Hamish but I'm so sad you're not here, you would love Hamish and he would love you too. I know you know him because you're still with us baby girl I can feel you xx

    • Sarah
    • on 25/12/18
    • Well it's my first Christmas in 10 years without you, I've thought about you lots particularly on my walk with Hamish this morning. We walked by the canal, I have such good memories of you there even though it's changed so much. The puddles and the Christmas you dived in to the canal. I miss you so much but thank you for Hamish I know u sent him to me. I love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 22/12/18
    • Hi baby girl, these little messages to you are so comforting to me, they help me to feel connected to you and keep you 'alive' with me which probably seems silly but it helps me to cope with you not being here anymore so I will carry on writing to you baby girl because I love and miss you xx

    • Sarah
    • on 19/12/18
    • Hey baby girl, I'm trying not to focus on those awful last few months as we enter the time when the end started. I have so many beautiful funny loving memories of you and our time together because you were such a joy in my life that I don't want the end to take those away. I love you so much Avabear xx

    • Sarah
    • on 19/12/18
    • Hey baby girl, I'm trying not to focus on those awful last few months as we enter the time when the end started. I have so many beautiful funny loving memories of you and our time together because you were such a joy in my life that I don't want the end to take those away. I love you so much Avabear xx

    • Sarah
    • on 16/12/18
    • I put the Christmas decorations up yesterday Ava. I didn't put them up last year I think subconsciously because I knew it was going to be our last and didn't want to face it. I thought of you as I put them up, the little sparkling trees such strong memories of you. It makes me so sad but happy to have had that time with you. I love you always baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 13/12/18
    • Another day baby girl, Hamish keeps me socially active. Without him I doubt I'd have been able to cope without you, I feel sure you have something to do with bringing him into my life so thank you baby girl xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 9/12/18
    • Christmas is fast appoaching and it males me sad that you're not here and this time last year you were and although I knew deep down inside it was probably going to be our last together I had no idea how soon after Christmas you'd be gone. I remember the days that followed and am already dreading the 12/13th January, thinking back to that day when it was the beginning of the end. I love you Ava x

    • Sarah
    • on 6/12/18
    • Hey baby girl, I miss you so much, I think about you all the time xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 2/12/18
    • Another week, my first Christmas without you baby girl so many memories but not enough time. Love you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 29/11/18
    • I miss you so much Avabear xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 26/11/18
    • I've been so busy baby girl, trying to make things better for both me and Hamish but just like I tried when it was just the two of us, it takes my time, focus and attention off Hamish and I feel like I am not giving him the attention he deserves, just like I felt about you all the time I was studying or applying for jobs. Hopefully the benefits of this work will be much sooner. Miss you babygirlx

    • Sarah
    • on 23/11/18
    • Hey baby girl, I've had such a busy week, christmas is coming and I've been thinking about it being the first christmas without you and how fast the time has gone since you've been gone. I found some of your hair on my skirt yesterday and it made me smile as I find them around less and less as the time passes which makes me sad but I know you're still with me and will always be in my heart xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 19/11/18
    • It's getting colder baby girl, you'd love all the crispy leaves. I think of you always xx

    • Sarah
    • on 16/11/18
    • Where does the time go baby girl???? X

    • Sarah
    • on 13/11/18
    • I miss you Avabear xx

    • Sarah
    • on 9/11/18
    • Been thinking about you alot the last few days, packed your blankets and toys away in storage and put the clothes I wore on our last days together in the wash as the colder weather is now here. I know it's stupid but washing them is so hard. I miss you so so much xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 6/11/18
    • I think about you every single day xx

    • Mommy joan
    • on 4/11/18
    • FOR AVA BEAR YOU ARE A SWEET LITTLE MISSED FUR BABY. MOMMY JOAN AND NY SPARKY SPIRIT COCKATIEL AY RAINBOWS BRIDGE IS WATCHING OVER YOU PLEASE WATCH OVER HIM♡♡

    • Sarah
    • on 3/11/18
    • I miss you baby girl, always thing of you my special girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 31/10/18
    • Thinking about you lots as the winter sets in. Love you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 28/10/18
    • It's really cold outside Ava, you would love it! I've got the fire on in the living room which I know you would absolutely hate and makes me smile thinking of how, even on the coldest day you would be so hot. Thinking of you always xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 25/10/18
    • Ava,Ava,Ava I miss you baby girl x

    • Sarah
    • on 21/10/18
    • Another week since you died, I still think if you every single day, I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 17/10/18
    • I miss you so much baby girl, I know you're keeping an eye on Hamish for me, keeping him safe and comforted . I love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 14/10/18
    • Another week goes by... I love you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/10/18
    • I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/10/18
    • I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/10/18
    • I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/10/18
    • I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 8/10/18
    • I've thought about you alot this weekend, I miss you baby girl, I know you have been looking out for Hamish because he's been settled and that brings me calm. Thank you for everything you ever did for me and continue to do xx

    • Sarah
    • on 8/10/18
    • I've thought about you alot this weekend, I miss you baby girl, I know you have been looking out for Hamish because he's been settled and that brings me calm. Thank you for everything you ever did for me and continue to do xx

    • Sarah
    • on 5/10/18
    • Watch over Hamish my sweet girl, you understand what this is like for him and you are such a sweet calm girl which is what he needs right now. Love you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 2/10/18
    • I miss you so much baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 29/9/18
    • Always in my thoughts and in my heart baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 26/9/18
    • It never gets easier being without you but thank you for bringing Hamish into my life, he brings so much joy. I love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 22/9/18
    • I love you so much baby girl anther week without you :-)

    • Sarah
    • on 19/9/18
    • I miss you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 15/9/18
    • I miss you Avabear more than you could ever imagine xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 12/9/18
    • Baby girl I miss you so much :-(

    • Sarah
    • on 9/9/18
    • Another week passes by since you left. I was you as much as the day you left xx

    • Sarah
    • on 6/9/18
    • Ava, people still come up to me in the street and ask after you. They notice you're gone and all say how lovely you were. I'm glad they notice but it makes me so so sad that you're gone and I'll never see you again. I miss you so so much xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 3/9/18
    • I miss you baby girl but can tell you're sill around watching over me xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 31/8/18
    • Ava, Ava, Ava I miss you :-(

    • Sarah
    • on 27/8/18
    • I miss you so much baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 24/8/18
    • I miss you every day, I'm trying to be a better person in honour of you and your gentle and forgiving nature xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 16/8/18
    • I still miss you every single day baby girl, I wish Hamish could've met you and I hope I'm doing better this time and you know it's not because I didn't care about you but because I did and have so many regret. Love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 31/7/18
    • I miss you so much baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 23/7/18
    • Thank you for watching over Hamish while I was away. I missed coming home to your beautiful smiling face and giant Ava bear hugs xx

    • Sarah
    • on 16/7/18
    • Took Hamish on the route we walked so many times, it was so sad not to have you by my side. I know Hamish will never replace you and that in time he will find his own place in my heart just as you did when Jasmine died but I am determined not to make the same mistakes with him that I did with you, the constant unfair comparisons when you were so amazing just being you. I love you baby girl xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 12/7/18
    • Ava bear I miss you every single day xxxx

    • Sarah
    • on 5/7/18
    • I miss you baby girl, thank you for keeping such a close caring eye on my baby boy I'm glad you're still here with us xx

    • Sarah
    • on 5/6/18
    • I miss you every day, I can't believe it's been over 3 months since you left. I makes me so sad to think of the time passing without you. We've had some lovely summer days and now I'm home I think of how much you would have loved sitting out in the garden on these days instead of cooped up in the house. I'm so sorry baby girl.

    • Sarah
    • on 28/5/18
    • Not a day goes by when I don't miss you, love you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 24/5/18
    • Your paw prints have all but faded and your water has all dried up now which makes me so so sad because it marks how long you've been gone. I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 21/5/18
    • I miss you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 18/5/18
    • I miss you so much Ava xx

    • Sarah
    • on 15/5/18
    • Ava I'm so sad without you, love you forever baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 12/5/18
    • Ava, another week's gone by without you. I miss you so much baby girl

    • Sarah
    • on 9/5/18
    • The days just keep rolling by but I don't miss you any less. I love you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 6/5/18
    • 9 weeks since you left, I miss you like it was the first day.

    • Sarah
    • on 3/5/18
    • I miss you baby girl, I'm so sad without you

    • Sarah
    • on 30/4/18
    • I miss you so much baby girl, it's not getting any easier without you. I just want you back.

    • Sarah
    • on 27/4/18
    • Almost 2 months since you left I still cry every day. I miss you xx

    • Sarah
    • on 23/4/18
    • Love you baby girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 20/4/18
    • Thank you for the signs they mean so much xx

    • Sarah
    • on 17/4/18
    • Ava, Ava, Ava I miss you so much

    • Sarah
    • on 14/4/18
    • Another week without you, the weather's getting warmer I miss our walks on sunny days. I miss you just being around.

    • Sarah
    • on 11/4/18
    • My Ava mugs came today, it's made me so happy to be carrying you around in some small way even if it is just photos on a mug. I miss you so so much.

    • Sarah
    • on 8/4/18
    • I went to the animal shelter today because I'm so lonely without you but it's not the same as getting you back. I love you baby girl X

    • Sarah
    • on 5/4/18
    • I miss you so much baby girl :-(

    • Sarah
    • on 2/4/18
    • I can't believe you've been gone a whole month :-(

    • Sarah
    • on 30/3/18
    • I miss you baby girl:-(

    • Sarah
    • on 27/3/18
    • Ava Ava Ava I have no words

    • Sarah
    • on 24/3/18
    • Ava, yet another week has almost passed, I got your ashes back yesterday, such a sad day. I miss you so much.

    • Sarah
    • on 21/3/18
    • Ava, every day that passes I miss you so much more

    • Sarah
    • on 18/3/18
    • It's 2 weeks today since you left this life. Today I woke up to snow which made me so sad. You would have loved it, but today no paw prints in the snow, yet and sad reminder that you've gone . I love you baby girl xxx

    • Sarah
    • on 14/3/18
    • Always thinking about you my sweet girl xx

    • Sarah
    • on 11/3/18
    • It's one week today since you left me, I miss you so so much baby girl. I love you x

    • Sarah
    • on 8/3/18
    • Miss you so much baby girl xx

    • Kittypiller
    • on 5/3/18
    • I am so sorry for your loss just know ava is at peace and knows you love & miss her

    • Sarah
    • on 5/3/18
    • Ava, you were my life, my heart, my soul and I will love you forever. I know you are still with me, your spirit is so strong and the bond we had was so pure and special that I know we will always be together, I know in time you will spend more time at Rainbow Bridge but I know you will be here to check on me and help me through you physically leaving me. I love you more than words can say.

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